Her invisibility and living under the shadow of people with identity had twisted her reality further. Outside voices and expectations weigh more than her own. Eventually, she was living in a cage of somebody else's idea of life. She could never feel herself in social settings and being lost was the only dominant emotion she could feel. Tiredness often followed her after any social event. She just couldn't understand. And if she tried to selftalk then the tsunami of fake, "you are not you" voice hit back and she would just run away in the arms of the person she thinks knows her better than herself. (Indoor after outdoor event)
Nora loves to cosplay her favourite character. She feels freer in cosplaying than living as an invisible self. Being in the character gave her clarity of the strength she holds and a glimpse of the fighter she is.